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I feel like my life is going nowhere. And I feel like the only person I have to blame for it is myself. Like I should have hunted harder for an internship. And that I should have picked a different major. Much as I like international studies, no one is looking for someone with that major. Everyone wants business or communications. No one is going to hire me when I graduate because I have no experience. I'm going to be stuck working some shitty job, because the way things go for me, anyplace I actually want a job doesn't give me a second look. Oh and this summer? My friend that I am living with thinks it will be awesome, but I have a feeling that I'm going to be working at least 2 jobs just so I can pay rent. When did I turn into such a loser?