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So that check up I had done on my car? Turns out I had suspension problems and my front wheels could've fallen off if I'd have driven it to Texas. Total repair cost: $500. Yikes.

Good news: I found a bank that has branches in both Austin and here in Bridgman. This makes my life so much easier, because now when I come back here over Xmas and stuff, I won't have to worry about ATM fees, plus if I end up in a financial pickle (god I hope that doesn't happen), my parents won't have to do a wire transfer.

Bad news: I need new car insurance b/c the one I'm on now doesn't have coverage in Texas. Bah.

Tomorrow: party! Sunday I have a friend coming over who isn't able to make it Saturday. Monday: Pack things into my car and leave!

OMG what am I getting myself into?

I'm starting to make myself sick with worry. I know I'm doing the right thing, but I'm still afraid it won't work. I mean, last time I lived over 100 miles from home was a disaster. And that I was only temporary. What if something happens? What if I still can't find a job? I'm not even eligible for unemployment. What if my car breaks down again and I can't afford to get it fixed? What if I run out of money and have to come back home?

And this might sound silly, but I'm afradid that my parents are going to give away the things that I'm leaving here simply because I don't know if I have the room for them. Sentimental things like my photo albums, my books, my nsync things, and few gifts from friends. They're already talking about selling the house.