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I went to play Doppelkopf at an acquaintance's apartment tonight. His friends happen to be the people from the German club I quit going to last year because I wasn't enjoying myself at all. Discovered tonight that I still don't enjoy myself with that crowd. When I can get a word in, which is rarely, I feel like they're not listening. I'm sure Dennis will want me to join their card games again, but I don't know that I will, if I leave feeling like I was just a lonely fly on the wall the whole time.
At least I got free dinner out of it. And delicious garlic cheese curds.

Gods, I don't know what to do with myself now that I don't have to study for the LSATs anymore. I still haven't written my personal statement for UCLA (still not sure if I want to modify my main essay or write a completely different one based on a particular program they have) or commented on Pepperdine's mission statement, so there is that.

That and holiday fic challenges. I may have to drop one I'm afraid. This time last year, I was finishing up a temp assignment at where I'm working now, then went home and relaxed for like a month. I was a lot less busy then. Plus, I don't think I anticipated being quite so anxiety ridden over law school app stuff. Part of the reason I haven't been able to write is that my mind is just not in it. I have ideas for both fics, I've just been too stressed to write them. :/