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posted by [personal profile] puszysty at 05:30pm on 03/05/2009
God, I am such a moron. I bought tickets to Bill and Ted for today at the drafthouse, and then completely forgot about the showing. And since it was a one time only, no refunds deal, I completely blew it. I was afraid I was going to do that. I should've set an alert on my phone.

I feel myself ready to snap again. I can always tell when I'm running on a thin rope and I've been feeling that way for the past couple days. I haven't actually had a breakdown since...well, since my ex-roomie moved out. I don't know if it was entirely her moving out that put me in a better mood, probably that and landing a FT job and getting off those birth control pills that were messing me up so much.

But you know, between the neighbors blasting their music 4 damn days in a row, the guilt over staying home Friday when not actually still sick, going on 3 months of not being able to find a roommate for this place, trying to make hotel arrangements in Atlanta, and oh- the fact that only like 2 of my RL friends seem capable of initiating a phone/im/email conversation with me, I'm not having a good time of things lately.
Music:: Helpless When She Smiles (my emo song)
Mood:: 'lonely' lonely
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posted by [identity profile] phaballa.livejournal.com at 11:09pm on 03/05/2009
If it makes you feel any better, I really don't think you need to worry about the roommate situation. Your lease is up soon, and you're going to move, right? And then you won't need to worry about that OR the neighbors.
 
posted by [identity profile] puszysty.livejournal.com at 11:23pm on 03/05/2009
I'm moving only if I can find a place that's worth moving to that I can afford. Plus, the neighbors are in the process of moving out themselves, they're just blasting music as they pack.
 
posted by [identity profile] phaballa.livejournal.com at 11:26pm on 03/05/2009
You should use an apartment locator. It's free, and they can find places that you can afford. And then you won't have to worry about that stuff.

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