posted by
puszysty at 05:30pm on 03/05/2009
God, I am such a moron. I bought tickets to Bill and Ted for today at the drafthouse, and then completely forgot about the showing. And since it was a one time only, no refunds deal, I completely blew it. I was afraid I was going to do that. I should've set an alert on my phone.
I feel myself ready to snap again. I can always tell when I'm running on a thin rope and I've been feeling that way for the past couple days. I haven't actually had a breakdown since...well, since my ex-roomie moved out. I don't know if it was entirely her moving out that put me in a better mood, probably that and landing a FT job and getting off those birth control pills that were messing me up so much.
But you know, between the neighbors blasting their music 4 damn days in a row, the guilt over staying home Friday when not actually still sick, going on 3 months of not being able to find a roommate for this place, trying to make hotel arrangements in Atlanta, and oh- the fact that only like 2 of my RL friends seem capable of initiating a phone/im/email conversation with me, I'm not having a good time of things lately.
I feel myself ready to snap again. I can always tell when I'm running on a thin rope and I've been feeling that way for the past couple days. I haven't actually had a breakdown since...well, since my ex-roomie moved out. I don't know if it was entirely her moving out that put me in a better mood, probably that and landing a FT job and getting off those birth control pills that were messing me up so much.
But you know, between the neighbors blasting their music 4 damn days in a row, the guilt over staying home Friday when not actually still sick, going on 3 months of not being able to find a roommate for this place, trying to make hotel arrangements in Atlanta, and oh- the fact that only like 2 of my RL friends seem capable of initiating a phone/im/email conversation with me, I'm not having a good time of things lately.
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